how the loss of a computer can make you do things like this.
and somehow all the words just have to come out. so be it like this.
it’s not about ambition or desire. it’s more than that. it is about survival. about staying sane. or at least some state of mind that resembles sanity. my version of sanity. keeping the thoughts from clogging. and now without the crutch of a story. just for the sake of clearing up the mess.
that is writing. and my computer is broken. my book is out of reach. it has to come out. i will let it out here.
feed the heads of others: